you.

dismantled and disarranged,
this delusion seems unchanged,
a gimmick that we live,
thats become a primitive.

emotions screw you,
fakeness runs through you,
insanity needs you,
but you, remain you.

she.

i was up and she was too,
we kept chatting till it was two.
the night would never end,
not sleepy, i would say and pretend.
five minutes, more like an hour, it would be
was she really sleepy ? i couldn't see.
would wait for her all night,
hoping that i don't end up a fight.
being with her would make my day,
wish it was everyday.

with me.

hypocrisy with a drop of lies,
the rope, around my neck it ties.
my heart bleeds and cries,
the soul is crippled as it dies.
will you be with me, take me through, and touch the skies ?

quotes 2.0

the impeccable life you desire
dream on, and burn in fire.

kill murder and supress the soul
its like falling in an endless hole.

live it or quit it
fuck it or go through it
screw the reality
just give me insanity !

had enough

i was dividing the rhymes
overlooking all the times
when i was the silent one
got stuck till my job was done
ran with the pace
went on till i got it in my face
i blew it again and again
i wouldve ended
but then
i heard ma conscious singing
like a freakin bell it ringing
i felt the strong commotion
every emotion
cleared my thoughts and gave away what was my submission
damn i almost lost my mission
something like addiction
it seems fake
or maybe it could be fiction

can you save me now ?
i dont need your vow
just need trust from you
will u be the one, who
saves me now and forever
make me feel safe and all better
sickened with all the stuff
heal me everytime the things go tough
its rough
be my saviour cause i had enough !

no fear

the dream,
the clear blue sky, the horizon
could feel the comforting breeze
crisp rays of the sun
the highway i was upon
felt longer than it really was
it was empty, empty for me to trail

the awakening,
i was in my corpse
breathing was not an option
running way, was the only one
death was upon me
but i had no fear
i dreamed about my future
and it was crystal clear

alive

Rest assured you feel alive. But are you ?
Reality seems perfect. Until you realize the inevitability.
Your not blinded. Its too dark to see.
Flesh pierces. Sweat dripping. Empowering hallucinations. The chill down your spine.

You don't have the answers. Queries remain isolated.

Now tell me.
Are you alive ?

batman homo ?

With the newest batman movie on its way, me and my mate did some research and found a part of a batman comic strip that is not only funny, it would also change your liking towards the superhero.


credits to AJ.

a converse with my converse :)

dont speak

why do you love the morning sunshine. ?
why do you love the flowers blooming. ?
why do you smile for reasons. ?
why do you laugh and be happy. ?

stagnate the pain.
learn to cry.
suffer for sometime.
stay quite.
don't speak.

quotes

•return to the suicidal pain,
am bleeding like insane.

•i don't belong here,
i need more fear,
turning inside out,
its insanity in here.

•this ain't no laughing matter,
this is reality,
let my brain shatter.

•theres no escape,no way out
ill drown in pain and shout.

reality

crippled in this insanity of cold-blooded life.
intuitions of a wrath laden child.
am alive through my hollow days.
just alive.
let me be silent.
i don't want tears of blood.
fear gets gruesome.
the wounds never heal.
the pain gets harsh.
love gets sweeter.
downtrodden with freaking memories.
pulling me to my deathbed.
illusions turn to d illusions.
fantasies turn to parody.
screw the reality.
just break away from this paradox.